H: 5"2 cw:135lbs lw:75lbs 1st gw:125lbs 2nd gw:115lbs 3rd gw:110lbs ugw:90lbs I am no different than any other girl who just want a perfect body. I have been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and have been recovering for 8 months. Now I am better I realized I turned into a fat pig!!! I want a new image before I start school again. I can do it. I can have the body of my dreams <3
No one likes me. After recovery by myself and yes I went through it alone. No on appreciates me. When I was anorexic they encourage me to get better and that now I am they don’t care. All the things that they said they would give me were all lies. I am depressed and I cry about the simplest things in secret. I don’t open up my feelings to anyone. Just now I was on a kinda of a binge. I took the last of the vanilla ice cream and hurriedly stuffed it in a cup avoiding it from my dad. He saw. Then he looked at me like I was a fat ass! He said,” what are you doing?” then he kind of referred me to back when I had an Ed. Like WTF!!!! FML since then all my family members had called me fat or even tried to hint it to me.
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