H: 5"2 cw:135lbs lw:75lbs 1st gw:125lbs 2nd gw:115lbs 3rd gw:110lbs ugw:90lbs I am no different than any other girl who just want a perfect body. I have been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and have been recovering for 8 months. Now I am better I realized I turned into a fat pig!!! I want a new image before I start school again. I can do it. I can have the body of my dreams <3
Epic binging for 1 week :(
For the last week I’ve literally grabbed my hands on every single greasy fried food there is…chips!!! From Tuesday I had 2 bags of baked flamin’ hot cheetos (480). Wednesday I had jalapeno kettle chips (300) and takis fuego (570). Thursday I had hot cheetos puffcorn (900) and cheetos cheese puffs (150). Friday hot cheetos puffs (360) and baked hot cheese curls (1,068) I’ve eaten the whole bag no matter how big it was. I feel so fat. No really! I felt my fingers and hands. They felt and look fatter T.T not only did I eat chips. During each and everyday I would eat all different kinds of junk. Everyday for the last week: battered corn dog, burritos, vanilla ice cream, chips, steamed buns, chocolate, candy… Basically anything I get my hands on ;( I’ve gained more than what I’ve lost, 2 weeks on my diet I have lost 5 lbs. A week later (don’t even want to step on scale) a fatty D:
